Contemplation

Not sure if that is a "real" word, contemplation, but it is in MY world, well at least today.
So the doctors FINALLY figured out what I have, BV. Bv is not an STD and it is normal among many woman. It is when your PH is off in your whoohaa and you have to take an antibiotic for it, which makes you vomit. I feel like the antibiotic is not working, so someone recommended Rephresh, so I will try that. Otherwise, I will finally getting a second opinion!!! After contemplating for weeks. I have been going through pre-menopause since I was 35!!!

Secondly, I would like to say that yes I am still a bit angry at my family for not informing me of my sisters breast cancer, but I forgive them, for they have done so much for me and I love them regardless....I have contemplated on this for too long, so it is time wasted to not forgive.

Ok.....So the property I work at is up for sale. We are hoping the company that buys it is Grosvner, because Pinnacle manages 50% of thier properties here in Washington. I am also hoping they keep us...Because I really don't want to be looking for a job, and stressing about our house payments. I even contemplate the future if we can't stay at Woodcreek....

Now at the subject of kids. I love my children, no matter what they throw at me. That is all I can say about that!